A2

A2 started! Lend me your strength~

The Secret

前阵子我回到学校拿SPM 的 cert， 遇到了许多老朋友，见到她们我很开心，然后就叙旧了一下。每一次见面，朋友们的话题总是会提到我的status， 而我每一次都给回她们一样的答案，我还在单身。他们老是问我，为什么不去谈个恋爱呢？我说我还不想谈，她们就又会说赶快找一个啦~ 为什么一直在拒绝~ 我说，因为觉得谈恋爱很累，觉得爱情很脆弱，很难相信它，害怕受伤~因为不想受伤，所以选择拒绝，选择不去接受，我并不想冒这个险。朋友们听后，无语。我说:''等有一天。我真的找到了我的Mr. Right 会告诉你们的。''

烦~

最近常常感到心情很烦燥~心情常常因为某人的无知，而受影响~ 就将某人称之为甲吧！甲很不成熟，很不懂事~常常让我 pek cek 到无语~ 甲很没有首尾~更不知道自己其实有很大的问题~暗示甲后，甲还是不以为意， 不认为也不认同我所说的~甲不知道自己的问题所在，更不觉得自己有问题！就某件事来说， 甲差点害了我，可是甲根本不知道事情的严重性！最后还说了一句：“最多嘛~~~怎样怎样咯”甲说出了一句对我来说很不负责任的话！或许甲认为事情不是发生在甲身上，所以才会轻率的说出那句话！当下我真的非常非常的生气！但是最后不好的事， 还好没有发生，要不然，我应该会跟甲翻脸吧~然而最后，我选择试着原谅甲。毕竟，选择憎恨一个人是件非常累得事，倒不如选择放开心胸，宽恕他人。即使，我不敢确定自己是否已经真的原谅甲，即使我不确定我还会不会因为甲以后所做的不负责任的事而在次生气， 所以我对甲还是有所保留，毕竟，甲本身还是存在着很大的问题，而且也让我非常地困扰。

The Result (2)

Got my AS result on 25th of Jan, I get ABB, I personally not that satisfy with this result cause A2 is very hard .. scare I can't handle it.... After all, what else can I do? hmm... just try my best then...

The Result

AS result will be out soon... on 25th Jan, next Monday... kinda nervous... kinda worries... but .... what else I can do? Just wait.... and.. what's next? Study hard in A2? A2 is tough ... I tell myself to work harder... don't be lazy...In fact, I buried myself into stacks n stacks of books... everyday is busy n tired...The only way for me to relax is to listen to music n sleep... but I tell myself, I must survive in A level! For brighter future! I believe in myself.

My life with da girls!

Thanks to be my friends! Love ya all! Friendship forever!

The break

My holidays started yesterday n will be end on 3rd of jan 2010. Quite a short holidays, I consider it as a break. Well, at least I planned what to do during this short break, no vacation, but some revisions, since A2 is very hard, I must make sure that I'd well prepared before my A2 exam. Two days b4 my holidays I went to sunset bistro located at batu ferringgi with the girls. We planned to play banana boat! In facts, every girls tried except me, not because of I not dare to, but due to strong objection from my mom. So, I end up to be the cameraman. To be honest, I'm a bit 'perasaan' when I saw them all riding on the boat waving their hands to me. But still, I tried to pretend to be happy when they lie their exciting sight to me, n snap some photos of them few meters away from them. However, I m happy to be with them! They r my lovely frens! Glad to meet u all, my girls!